"Emotions scare me. Emotions signal a loss of control, and I have tried so hard and for so long to be in control of as many things as possible in my life. Yet I sense that I am missing out on something, that my blank existence is no way to live. By engaging in eating-disordered activities, I am numbing my feelings. Instead of feeling my anger, I throw it up; instead of feeling my sadness, I attempt to starve it away." by Nicole Jones, Purge: Rehab Diaries (via alightinmyheart)
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